My uterus is trying to kill via loss of blood. Speaking of blood and pain, I saw the new Twilight movie trailer, and I have to say(even if I really really really don't want to to admit it) Jacob is a sexy fucking BEAST. I've never really been into it all that much, but DAMN IS HE HOT! Edward is ugly, that is all I can say. Okay, well, he's not THAT ugly, he just looks like he's in pain, in my opinion

Okay, but really, how many people on DA actually read my journals, I have to know. If you don't then don't tell me, but please let me know if you do. You don't have to comment, just keep reading. . . . uuum, I guess.

Um, somehting new, somehting neeew. . . . . . .hmmmmm *scratches head*. . . . . Well, I've decided I really shouldn't be dating. I've been hit on quite often (surprisingly because I don't find myself THAT attractive AT ALL) but know one really wants to date me apparently, which is good, because I don't want to date anyone I know.

My aunt thinks I'm a stupid pot smoking bi-sexual goth. Well, nothing new there. Apparently she told my mum that she smelled weed in my room, not to mention freaking out when she saw Lindsay in my bed when she came over to study(which we actually got done, holy shit!) But now she's on my case about everything, including my monthly ritual of losing enough blood and urine to kill a small child. She has got to move on and just pretend I'm not here.

The new multi million dollar library has finally been opened (THANK YOU GOD!!!!) I can hear the bells and angels singing. This is awesome! I'm hoping to volunteer here, it's amazing. Although very funny that all the middle schoolers hang out in the teen's section. It's weird, they act like they're the fucking SHIT, when they're just trying to figure out their hormonal balances. I however have already found mine. Sort of. . . . . Okaaaaaay, maybe not at all.

Well, this is getting a little too long (and it's incredibly late) so I'm going to wrap this up.
Any line art you would like my to color, I would be more than excited to do so. Although, I'd appreciate it if it is "colorable" and nothing a little too weird, even I have my limits.
I'm doing a survey and doing a report on it, so I need your votes. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHRISTMAS SONG?? Yes, I know, it's hardly Thanksgiving, but hey, it's for a report. My essay though will be on how to kill a zombie, REALLY looking forward tot hat too by the way!

Some of the pictures form the photo shoot I was in are up, please take a look at 's gallery please if you happen to be interested.

I've been asked by several people to write more stories (especially erotic ones) so I will get to work on that. I've already gotten many decent ideas, and any others would be good. Ill mention you in the credits, depending on how much you actually give me. Collabs would be very nice ^ ^

Good night, thanks for listening to me rant